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Procrastination [11 Oct 2009|06:28pm]
I am the universe's biggest procrastinator. No lie. The end. :[

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yo. [03 Mar 2009|11:17am]
[ mood | chill ]

so maybe i'll actually try and update my journal. i'm at work right now...supposed to be working, but started talking about my lj, reminiscing and decided to check it out...I forgot my username -- it was pretty bad. anyway, i'm here now. not working, and updating instead, obviously.

not much has been going on, i was seeing this guy, but i just broke it off with him -- i was wasting his time and mine, because i knew it just wasn't going to work, and i'd rather be single than be unhappy, it just makes sense, you know?

anyway -- i'll try and post more later.

peace homies.

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anyone out thereeee?? [12 Nov 2007|07:43pm]
[ mood | chillin ]

quick updates:

i'm a college grad.
i have my very first "real" adult job.
I have my very first ownnnn apartment.

i'm a little girl living in an adult's body...i wonder if people are gonna figure that out soon?


i miss college, too. and i miss getting wastey-faced with my sisters at mixers. i miss partying. period.

k. peace outtttt, kiddos.

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... [22 Mar 2007|01:20am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I don't really have much to say...just figured, i'd try and update once in awhile, even though i'm pretty sure no one really reads this anymore...i guess it's for my own benefit...writing is destressing sometimes...

i began this week all calm and collected and i'm scared that i'm expecting too much of myself...but i want to force myself to be as productive as possible...i mean i need to be...i'm graduating college in less than 2 months, i have to be on the ball 24/7....aghhh

ok...i'm actually too tired to post anything really significant or profound at this moment...i'll save the long post for some other more efficient time =P


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My Celebrity Look-alikes: 3...!! [08 Mar 2007|11:54pm]
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

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My Celebrity Look-alikes: #2 =] [08 Mar 2007|11:51pm]
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

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My Celebrity Look-alikes: Numero Uno [08 Mar 2007|11:49pm]
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

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Hiiii friends..... [06 Mar 2007|04:15pm]
[ mood | chillin ]

so it's been awhile...hi livejournal community, it's good to be back.

i'm currently procrastinating from doing some journal entries that are due this thursday, butttt i did finish one really long journal entry for another class, so props to me for that.

otherwise, i should be doing work right now, but i'll get it done...like i do, in time...=0

life is going okay lately...healthwise, not so well, since i'm either in the hosptial with hives, or walking around campus and dying from not being able to breathe because my nose is so stuffy and gross...or hacking up a storm...whatevs...basically put: health = not good.

besides the health ish, school is going alright, i guess...i'm graduating in less than 3 months, which is super scary and yet really awesome...i'm trying to figure everything out, i know what i want to do with my life, for the most part, but for some reason i'm lacking the motivation to pursue anything...i'm sure this is some sort of psychological thing...yanno, the whole "i'm pushing myself away from reality, because it's intimidating and i'm not ready to face the real world" kinda thing...yea.

ummm...best thing: i got a LITTLE...in my sorority...a little sister...not for real real, just for play play...lol...no, but she's awesome, and genuinely a cool girl...i'm content with sorority ish lately, which is really nice for a change.

my friends are still fantabulous and always there for me when i need them, so that pretty much rocks still...and what's even better is that i have my close-knit group of friends, and i know who i honestly trust, and i'm cool with just having a few friends...i like it that way.

no new relationship ish...not bad, not good...just neutral...i want to date, just don't really know where to begin with that...there are people who like me, don't trust all their intentions...i don't really like anyone...and if i do, it's usually the same deal: they're not available, whether they're already taken, or whatever else...i mean, story of my life, right?

soooo...yea, this is my update for now...i'm prolly not gonna do any work right now, being that i have class in an hour, but i will still roam around lj a bit more, maybe myspace, facebook, etc...yanno...being a bum, really. =]

k. love you all. bye <3

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so cute...=] [12 Dec 2006|11:23pm]
[ mood | <<< i should be doing this ]

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it's only superstition... [25 Jun 2006|04:53pm]
i need to get some peace and calm in my life...

i thought i was one of those girl's who could party it up as much as i could chill out...and i've come to realize that i am sick of the partying...i just want to chill and relax and get a hold of things...

i miss a lot...like goin to the diner and talking for long hours with friends...or just chillin in my room at school, hangin and chattin, and eating lots of junk in our sweats..i miss that type of fun..those types of not-so-crazy, but still very memorable activities....

i need that back in my life.

i need those people who will keep me calm...i miss a lot of people...

and some of those are people i shouldn't be missing so much.

but i still do.

but...this time, it's in a different way...i think i just need some of them to talk to and to keep me sane...man, i really do need you right now...if only to sit down and talk about life for awhile and get all the advice i need, and just hang out...i miss you...


goin to erica's to bring her the keys she left in my car after last night's craziness....and maybe venting to her for a bit about my sitch.

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[13 Jun 2006|01:07pm]
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.
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how cute is that baby?!?!?! [08 Jun 2006|10:55am]
[ mood | awake ]

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Things you have to believe to be a Republican today...[stolen from keiko!!].. [07 Jun 2006|08:04pm]
Jesus loves you, and shares your hatred of homosexuals and Hillary Clinton.

Saddam was a good guy when Reagan armed him, a bad guy when Bush's daddy made war on him, a good guy when Cheney did business with him, and a bad guy when Bush needed a "we can't find Bin Laden" diversion.

Trade with Cuba is wrong because the country is Communist, but trade with China and Vietnam is vital to a spirit of international harmony.

The United States should get out of the United Nations, and our highest national priority is enforcing U.N. resolutions against Iraq.

A woman can't be trusted with decisions about her own body, but multi-national corporations can make decisions affecting all mankind without regulation.

The best way to improve military morale is to praise the troops in speeches, while slashing veterans' benefits and combat pay.

If condoms are kept out of schools, adolescents won't have sex.

A good way to fight terrorism is to belittle our long-time allies, then demand their cooperation and money.

Providing health care to all Iraqis is sound policy, but providing health care to all Americans is socialism. HMOs and insurance companies have the best interests of the public at heart.

Global warming and tobacco's link to cancer are junk science, but creationism should be taught in schools.

A president lying about an extramarital affair is an impeachable offense, but a president lying to enlist support for a war in which thousands die is solid defense policy.

Government should limit itself to the powers named in the Constitution, which include banning gay marriages and censoring the Internet.

The public has a right to know about Hillary's cattle trades, but George Bush's driving record is none of our business.

Being a drug addict is a moral failing and a crime, unless you're a conservative radio host. Then it's an illness and you need our prayers for your recovery.

You support states' rights, but the Attorney General can tell states what local voter initiatives they have the right to adopt.

What Bill Clinton did in the 1960s is of vital national interest, but what Bush did in the '80s is irrelevant.
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I HATE GEORGE BUSH! [05 Jun 2006|07:46pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

This: http://www.voanews.com/english/2006-06-05-voa57.cfm

...makes me VERY FUCKIN ANGRY!

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man...i feel like i need to go away somehwere tropical and relax... [05 Jun 2006|02:27pm]
[ mood | fine...i suppose... ]

I really wish I had the money to go away somewhere, if even for just the weekend...

I'm a bit bored of jersey right now.

Anyway, I'm gonna head to my mom's office for a bit, before goin to the gym with her...and i'm still all crampy...blahhh

And to my special pisces friend...i love you like whoa, and i hope you feel better...annnnd I miiisssss youuuu...AND we are def. going clubbin this saturday night, so get your ass ready for some fun to take your mind off of everything =]

bye y'all!

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I am in love... [04 Jun 2006|09:22pm]
[ mood | okay ]

with this movie...haha.


such a great movie...and Jude Law is in it...his sexiness is **TOO** much to handle...ahh..

i love him...and i loveeee this movie.

and life will be okay...everything will be just fine...more than alright.

i have faith in that much.

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Such a good song, as so very true <3 [04 Jun 2006|01:02pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

He's lived as long as he possibly can
given the circumstance
cuz he's protected himself from the world
he never gave it a chance

and he says, here in my security
I've put a limit on my self-potential
and my possibility

She's seen these walls and they never change
everything's in its place
her relationships so neatly arranged
down to religion and race

and she says, here in my security
I don't make a move unless my friends approve
I do what's expected of me

And as I grow older
and there's so much that I do not know
I'm drawn to those who are bolder
and go where no one dare to go

And I sleep and I dream of the person I might have been
then I'll be free again
And I speak like someone who's been to the highest peaks
and back again
And I swear that my grass is greener than anyone's
'til I believe again
Then I wake and the dream fades away and I face the day
and I realize that there's got to be some hero in me
There's got to be some hero in me
There's got to be some hero in me
There's got to be some hero in me

They've been suppressing their every desire
they do nothing on a whim
she's lost her sparkle and he's lost the fire
their future looks very dim

And I say, here in my security
I've simply let myself go
I've developed a co-dependency

And as I grow older
so many places that I've never been
time's tapping my shoulder
I hope it's never too late to begin

And I sleep and I dream of the person I might have been
then I'll be free again
And I speak like someone who's been to the highest peaks
and back again
And I swear that my grass is greener than anyone's
'til I believe again
Then I wake and the dream fades away and I face the day
and I realize that there's got to be some hero in me
There's got to be some hero in me
There's got to be some hero in me
There's got to be some hero in me

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I'm **FINALLY** 21!!! [03 Jun 2006|12:42pm]
Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Yes!! I can finally buy alcohol and gamble! Woot...dude, i sound like a total bum...lol

Anyway, despite some crappy areas of life right now, I'm pretty much content...I mean life will never b perfect, and you just have to accept that.  I just hope that one day, maybe, hopefullllyy...circumstances will turn around for me =/

aghhh...i'm 21 whoaaaaa <33333 =]
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I will officiall be 21 in 2 days, and I am soo freakin depressed... [01 Jun 2006|04:03pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

How sad is that??

It's not for any typical reasons that I used to get depressed about before.

No.  I have a real, legit, life problem reason this time.

I am broke, as well a smy parents, which sucks sooo much.  I hate being in this situation that I can't support myself or help my mom and dad with financial ish, and I hate seeing my mom get so stressed and depressed about money issues.

And on top of everything, my birthday is this Saturday, and I'm pretty sure I will not be doing anything too fab...on my 21ST BIRTHDAY!!...I feel like such a brat...like I really don't expect any gifts, which is understandable, given the current sitch, but I will polly just be spending the day at home...which makes me super super depressed.

Like, I seriously feel like crying, and I haven't been sad enough to cry in FOREVER...at least not depressed enough...which is almost foreign to me...I mean, the meds that I am taking have totally revamped my life in ways that I never imagined they could...I feel like a different person from who I was a year ago...so I guess this is just me being normal, and being honestly sad over this whole sitch.

Man...life is a pain in the ass sometimes...like, I HATE money, but man, do I need it more than anythin right now...it's a thin line...seriously...

anyway...i'ma peace out...the one positive thing i can say is that i will be seeing jbrave tomorrow, which will hoepfully take my mind off of all this ish, cuz she tends to make you forget about real life for awhile...

i love my friends...

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[31 May 2006|11:24am]
[ mood | calm ]

Who Should Paint You: Pablo Picasso
Your an expressive soul who shows many emotions, with many subtleties Only a master painter could represent your glorious contradictions
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